Change. The single most difficult thing for me to adapt to. For the past couple of months I have felt like a rag roll, trying to adapt to everything. I forgot how to love myself and most importantly, how to make myself happy.
So things have come to an end, another change I need to adapt to. Yet most things come to an end to make room for the new and the improved you. You enter a new stage where you can implement all the improvements you have learned from your mistakes and become a better friend, a better lover and a better person.
Things ending gives you ample time to reflect upon yourself and where you can improve. It’s such a shame you can’t make these realisations when you’re with the one you love.
So here I am again. Just better and improved for the next victim haha.
hero--complex asked: have your first tumblr message from me :) so hello!
Hello there. I barely use this anymore.
For you to believe that I’d actually do something like that to you just shows you don’t belong in my life. It’s actually quite pathetic that I tried to salvage a friendship with you when the entire time you’ve been pulling crap that never happened on my behalf. Grow up! I actually cared about you.
I don’t know how I feel about all of this.
I’m in it and I’m not.
I could possibly lose you doing this.
coldplay was magical. one of the best nights of my life ♥
the yummiest summer lunch ever! fruit salad with yoghurt & honey and a berry smoothie ♥
i wish to have a winter wonderland christmas someday ♥
I haven’t written in my blog for months, I have missed it. A lot has happened in my life. I was far too sad to write anything in here. I lost someone very special to me. Time has passed and I’m feeling better about it all. The more I think about it, the more it all makes sense. I do miss that part of my life though.
So an update. I’m now twenty two, in a new relationship, have successfully completed my diploma in early childhood education, and have been accepted into the Bachelor of Education at Victoria University which I’m excited and terrified about.
Robert has been so very supportive throughout my study, he really believes in me which helps me believe in me. He gives me the confidence I need. I’m now on holidays and working a little which is nice. I’m currently watching harry potter. I’ll never get enough of it ♥
It’s good to be back on tumblr.